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sparkfly88- November 23rd, 2005
Friends only now!
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- sparkfly88
- October 2nd, 2005
Well, an entire weekend was wasted, did nothing but work 5am-4pm on saturday, relaxed on the couch afterwards. Then today I slept in till 11. which i did enjoy, went to gas my car up, and decided to buy a carwash, later, it rained, so there went that money. While it rained, i cleaned the interior of my car since i had nothing else better to do.Then i sorted my change out that was on my computer desk. Then I layed on the couch again, and watched the Cable Guy for the first time, not one of my favorite Jim Carry movies, i can tell you that. Thats my weekend, thank god i have tomorrow off. So, SOMEONE GIVE ME PLANS FOR TOMORROW!
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- sparkfly88
- October 1st, 2005
Well, made a little list of people I thought would be nice to get to know more.
Came down to one people who I think I would have a chance with, my chances though with her are very slim though, so i would be stretching my luck alot with this girl. If not, there is another whom I know I have a chance with. Would just take some work is all. I'm tired, worked 5am-4pm today, then went on a movie spree with:
Alexander,retartded ass movie..end of story
The 3 Stooges videos..awsome.
Another movie from 1946, that just happend to have the 3 stooges in it.
That was my day, work, then couch.
Tomorrow I hope to do something.
Goodnight.
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- September 29th, 2005
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- September 28th, 2005
( Today's Events )
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- sparkfly88
- September 25th, 2005
You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.
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- sparkfly88
- September 25th, 2005
I am beginning to get impatient with everything.
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- September 24th, 2005
I decided to let jessie go, thx to a lenghty convo.
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- September 23rd, 2005
Well, I screwed myself over with another person. Yay for me. ::is like moments away from just cryin::
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- sparkfly88
- September 23rd, 2005
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I still don't know what to do with myself at all. I can barly sleep anymore. Because all these thoughts come to me. I have been trying year after year, they just get bigger and bigger. I keep tryin to find solutions, but while I'm doing so, I run into more problems. I just need someone, to keep my mind off of everything, and help me have fun for once. Bottom line...I need someone
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- September 21st, 2005
I am so lost with myself, i dont know what to do still. I keep trying to change, or at least do something out of the ordinary. I never can. I think i need someone to just push me, like, force me to do something, untill i find out how fun or interesting it is.
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- September 18th, 2005
Well, today i figured out jessie did actually read my letter, 22 page long letter. She actually replied to it too!! I'm glad she did, cause if she didnt read it, that was the last straw, from then on i was going to forget she existed, but now i dont because she actually read it and such. I went to the beach with Aaron and met kayla there, he drooled a little. Said i was a lucky bastard to know her. We had some fun there at the drum circle. i met some kid from my elementary. Then met someone i used to work with untill he quit. Aaron is very outgoing so he would walk up to random people and talk to em. I could never do that. He got us into a game of Vortex ball, which was fun, till we got it stuck in a tiny palm tree. of all things to hit, how do u hit a palm tree?! We ended up shaking the tree...but finally climbed up it to get the ball. after all that effort, they ended up leaving. so did we, cause it was dark, and couldnt tell who was who. that is my day.
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- sparkfly88
- September 15th, 2005
Die
Well, today was interesting. Woke up at 5:30..no different than usuall, then got dressed. Became weak and light headed so i layed on the couch, and fell asleep. My mom said that I was acting strange and looked horrid, so she let me stay home.I fell asleep again, this time, for the entire day. 6am-2pm..the only reason i woke in the first place, is because my mom woke me up asking if i wanted to go to work or not. The only reason i went to work is so i can keep my car. So that was my day. Sleeping alot, and work. Tomorrow shall be sleeping, school, and work. Yay for a lame boreing day for the millionth time. My life, is too planned out and too alike everyday. I'm so bored. Sleeping is the most exciting time of my day. Cause i can do anything i want to in dreams.
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- sparkfly88
- September 6th, 2005
Take Free Advanced Global Personality TestAdvanced Global Personality Test Results
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- August 16th, 2005
Everyone said Eurotrip was kickass.
I agree.
But, Everything they did in there, having a great time, goin places, doin things, everything they did, i cannot possibly do.
So the movie just depressed me and made me mad as hell. Because i am nothing like that, i am the panzy with the camera. Only thing is, towards the end he got dragged into that alley, but he did it willingly, i would have just walked out.
End Result:: No matter what movie i watch, i get depressed at in some form.
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- August 5th, 2005
I am such a mess.
I dont know what to do with myself anymore.
People tell me things.
But i cannot go through with them.
Why is it i can help others, but not myself in any occation.
Today I made NO decisions on my own.
All i did was follow.
I am a shadow, thats all i seem to be.
Just following you around, not actually there.
If I was there, or wasnt there, you would see no difference.
Not to be weird or anything, but i belive I am parinoid in a way, and UBER Anti-Social.
Comment as you wish on this entry, people who decide to post like an asshole to me, even though noone really does on here, since my enemys dont have this Lj, will be ignored.
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- August 2nd, 2005
Well, It has happend, at least it was a group effort. And not just one of us deciding on it. Elissa and I are taking a break, she wants to relax, go party, drink some, and just run around nude without worries. (whoever has a camera, go to TN.) Me, I wanted this generally to try and figure myself out. That tis all.
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- July 24th, 2005
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Me and social events do not mix, end of story. At a wedding I almost bashed someone upside the head with a chair. I dont know what put me in that mood. But I got VERY mad VERY fast during the whole thing.
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- July 15th, 2005
i think i can do this
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- sparkfly88
- July 3rd, 2005
- DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Well...Elissa leaves tomorrow for TN..for god knows how long...and i couldnt even kiss her fucking goodbye...what kind of piece of shit am i.
